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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    5:31 am
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    chosen
    the army instead of the ChurchBut he must have some money of
    his own
    His dress uniform cost more than all her ball gowns put together, she
    was sureWhat else? Charles was handsome
    Ne was as big as Rhett, only blond instead of darkNot washed-out
    blond, though, gucci hobo horsebit like so many fair peopleHis hair was gold, with just
    a touch of red in it, startling against his tanned skinNe was really
    very good lookingWomen looked at him like they could eat him with
    a
    spoonSo why didn't she love him? She had thought about it, she'd
    thought often and longBut she couldn't, she didn't care enoughI
    want to love somebodyI know how it feels to love, cartier womens it's the best
    feeling in the worldI can't bear the unfairness, that I learned
    about loving too lateCharles loves me, and I want to be loved, I
    need itI'm lonely by myself without it
    Why can't I love him? Because I love Rhett, that's whyThat's why
    for Charles and for every other man in the worldThey're none of
    them
    RhettYou will never have Rhett, her mind told herAnd tank louis her heart
    cried out in anguish: Do you think I don't know that? Do you think I
    can ever completely forget it? Do you think that it doesn't haunt me
    every time I see him in Cat? Do you think it doesn't spring on me
    from
    nowhere just when I believe that my life is my own? Scarlett wrote
    carefully, looking for the kindest words she knew to say no to Charles
    Raglandhe louis vuitton tote would never understand if she told him that she truly
    liked him, that in a very small way perhaps she even loved him
    because
    he loved her, and that her affection for him made it impossible for her
    to marry himShe wished better for him than a wife who would
    forever
    belong to another man* The year's final house party was not far
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    Sunday, January 2nd, 2011
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    He stared in amazement“Don't you want any?”
    “No, I'm –” I was about to say “fine” again, when my stomach gurgled disobediently
    “Wanda?” He looked at me, then back at Lucina, who had her arms folded across her chest
    “I'll just have bread,” I muttered, trying to shove him awayLucina, cheap chanel purses what's the problem?” He looked at her expectantly“If you're
    done here, I'll take over,” he suggested, his eyes narrowing and his mouth setting in a stubborn
    line
    Lucina shrugged and set the ladle on the stone counterShe walked away slowly, not looking at
    me again
    “Jamie,” I muttered tiffany cross urgently under my breath“This food isn't meant for meJared and the
    others weren't risking their lives so that I could have eggs for breakfast
    “Don't be stupid, Wanda,” Jamie said“You live here now, just like the rest of usNobody
    minds it when you wash their clothes or bake their chloe dior breadBesides, these eggs aren't going to last
    much longerIf you don't eat them, they'll get thrown out
    I felt all the eyes in the room boring into my back
    “That might be preferable to some,” I said even more quietlyNo one but Jamie could possibly
    hear
    “Forget that,” Jamie growledHe tiffany price hopped over the counter and filled another bowl with eggs,
    which he then shoved at me“You're going to eat every bite,” he told me resolutely
    I looked at the bowlI pushed the eggs a few inches away from me and
    then folded my arms“Fine,” he said, and shoved his own bowl across the spy bag fendi counter
    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    5:31 am
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    That fuggin Roth, Brown said to himself, falling asleep on guard and maybe getting us all killedNo man's got a right to do something like that; he lets his buddies down and they ain't Chloe Purse a worse thing a man can do
    No, sir, Brown repeated, they ain't a worse thing a man can doI may be afraid and I may have my nerves shot all to hell, but at least I act like a sergeant and take care of my dutiesThere's no easy way to get ahead; a man's got to pull his share, take his responsibilities, and then he gets what he earnsI've had my eye on Roth from the beginningHe's no good, he's lazy, he's shiftless, and he don't take an interest in anythingI hate these fathers who bitch because they finally got caughtHell, what about us cartier womens who been sweating it out for a couple of years and Lord knows how long to come? We were fightin' when they were screwin' their wives, and maybe screwin' ours too
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    Friday, December 31st, 2010
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    his ears as a gray-uniformed officer
    He stood motionless, without sensation or comprehensionHe
    was the center and the symbol of Scarlett's ruined lifeFor love of
    him she'd ignored the happiness that had been hers for the taking
    She'd turned her back on her husband, not seeing his love for her, not
    admitting her love for balenciaga city him, because wanting Ashley was always in the
    wayAnd now Rhett was gone, his only presence here a spray of
    warm
    golden autumn flowers among all the othersShe'd betrayed her only
    friend, scorned Melanie's stubborn loyalty and loveAnd now Melanie
    was goneAnd even Scarlett's love for Ashley was gone, for she'd
    realized too late that the habit of loving him had long since replica cartier replaced
    love itselfShe did not love him, and she never would againBut
    now, when she didn't want him, Ashley was hers, her legacy from
    MelanieShe had promised Melly she'd take care of him and of
    their childAshley was the cause of her life's destructionAnd the
    only thing left to her from it
    Scarlett stood apart and aloneThere was only cold gray space
    between
    her and the people she knew gucci messenger bag in Atlanta, space that once Melanie had
    filled, keeping her from isolation and ostracismThere was only the
    cold wet wind beneath the umbrella in the place where Rhett should
    have
    been to shelter her with his strong broad shoulders and his loveShe
    held her chin high, into the wind, accepting its assault without
    feeling itAll her senses were concentrated on the words that mulberry bayswater were
    her strength and her hopeThis will be over soon, and then I can go
    home to Tara"Look at her," whispered a black-veiled lady to the
    companion sharing her umbrellaI heard that the
    whole time she was handling the funeral arrangements, she didn't
    even
    shed a tearAll business, that's Scarlett
    "You know what folks say," was the answering whisper"She has
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    Thursday, December 30th, 2010
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    happened while I move you to the floor and look at the damage Jason slowly, carefully lowered
    the old man off the chair and onto the throw rug beneath the bay windowHe tore off Cactus’s
    shirt; the bullet had gone through the flesh of the left shoulderWith short, swift movements
    Bourne ripped the shirt into strips and tightly wrapped a chanel clutch primitive bandage around his friend’s
    chest and between the underarm and the shoulder“It’s not much,” said Jason, “but it’ll hold you
    for a while
    “He’s out there, Br’er!” Cactus coughed weakly, lying back on the floor“He’s got a big mother
    ’fifty-seven magnum with a silencer; he pinned me through the window, then smashed it and
    climbed inside
    “Easy! Don’t talk, never mind—”
    “I gottaThe brothers out there, they ain’t got no hardwareI played deep
    dead and he was in a hurry—oh, was he in a hurry! Look chanel purses over there, will ya?” Jason swung his
    Robert Ludlum ?? THE BOURNE ULTIMATUM
    134
    head in the direction of Cactus’s gestureA dozen or so books had been yanked out of a shelf on
    the side wall and strewn on the floorThe old man continued, his voice growing weaker“He went
    over to the bookcase like in a panic, until he found what he wanted then to the door, that ’fiftyseven
    ready for bear, if you follow meI figured it was you he was after, that he’d seen you
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    “I gotta tell you I couldn’t move my hands ’cause he’d see me, but my knee hit that sucker
    and the siren damn near blew me out of the chairThe honky bastard fell apartHe slammed the
    door, locked it, and beat his way out of here back through the window Cactus’s neck arched back,
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    “That’s enough!” ordered Bourne as he cautiously reached up, snapping off the desk lamp,
    leaving the dim light from the hallway through the shattered door as the only illumination“I’m
    calling Alex; he can send the doctor—”
    Suddenly, from somewhere outside, there was a high-pitched scream, a roar of shock and
    anguish Jason knew only too wellSo did Cactus, who whispered, his eyes shut tight: “He got one
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    older, no different from the time Scarlett had seen herI'd even be
    willing to bet those are same shawls she was wearing, Scarlett
    thought
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    embers for kettleShe was very much at home"I'll fill the kettle
    at the she said as she carried it outsideGrainne watched her
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    a lonely soulI haven't the heart to send her away, for she - the
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    be alone, she doesn't have to - lonelyI've asked her time and again
    if she'd like to have come play, and she always says no
    "It's a wise childThey try to stone her, but Dara is too for
    them
    Scarlett couldn't believe she'd heard right"They do what?" children
    from the town, Grainne said placidly, hunted through seamaster omega woods for Dara,
    like a beastShe heard them, though, long they got to her
    Only the biggest ever came near enough to the stones they carried
    And
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    of
    Ballyhara! She'd whip every single one of them with her hands, she'd
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    splinters! She started up out of her chair"You will burden the
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    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    5:31 am
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    I thought I heard something behind me when I reached the octopus-like juncture where all the
    sleeping halls metI looked back, but I couldn't see anyone in the dim cavePeople were
    beginning to stirSoon it would be time for breakfast and another day of workIf they'd finished
    with the stalks, the ground in the east fields would need to be turnedMaybe I would have time
    to help… later…
    I followed the familiar path to the underground rivers, my mind in a million other placesI
    couldn't seem to concentrate on anything in particularEvery time I tried to focus on a
    subject–Walter, Jared, breakfast, chores, baths–some other thought would pull my head away in
    secondsMelanie was right; I needed to sleepShe was just as muddledHer thoughts all spun
    around Jared, but she could make nothing coherent of them, either
    I'd gotten used to the bathing roomThe utter blackness of it didn't bother me anymoreSo
    many places were black hereHalf my daylight hours were lived in darknessAnd I'd been here
    too many timesThere was never anything lurking under the water's surface, waiting to pull me
    under
    I knew I didn't have time to soak, thoughOthers would be up soon, and some people liked to
    start their day cleanI got to work, washing myself first, then moving on to my clothesI
    scrubbed at my shirt fiercely, wishing I could scrub out my memory of the past two nights
    My hands were stinging when I was done, the dry cracks on my knuckles burning worst of allI
    rinsed them in the water, but it made no noticeable differenceI sighed and climbed out to get
    dress
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    Deer hunting and fighting and busting horses at the fair make up in hours a total of perhaps ten days a yearThere are the other things, the long flat sweeps of the terrain, the hills in the distance, the endless meals in the big kitchen with his parents and brothers and the ranch foremen
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    Ah tell ya that little gal is gonna remember me unless she was too goddam drunk
    Ah jus' looked at that nigger after that, an' Ah said, Boy, you no-good black bastard, an' Ah jus' picked up that hatchet an' let him have it right across the headBut the sonofabitch didn't even bleed muchYou can kill an elephant about as fast as you can kill a nigger in the head
    A whoor is no damn good for a man, Ah gotta have it at least five six times 'fore Ah'm prada bag satisfied, and that ole business of stickin' it in once an' then reachin' for your hat jus' leaves me more fussed than it's worth
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    Saturday, December 25th, 2010
    5:39 am
    @@@@@For Rhett loved Mammy, too, and
    @@@@@For Rhett loved Mammy, too, and Mammy
    loved
    himHe'd never worked so hard to win anyone over in his life, Rhett
    said, and he'd never cared as much for anyone's opinion as he did
    Mammy'sHe'd be broken-hearted when he learned that she was
    gone,
    he'd wish so much that he'd been able to say goodbye to her
    Scarlett's head lifted, her eyes widenedWhat a fool she
    was beingShe looked at the wizened old woman, so small and
    weightless under the quilts"Oh, Mammy, darling, thank you," she 23
    breathed"I came to you for help, for you to make everything all
    right again, and you will, just the way you always did She found
    Will in the stable rubbing down the horse"Oh, I'm so glad to find
    you, Will," Scarlett saidHer green eyes were sparkling, her cheeks
    flushed with natural color instead of the rouge she usually wore"Can
    I use the horse and buggy? I need to go to JonesboroUnless
    maybeYou
    weren't fixing to go to Jonesboro yourself for anything, were you?"
    She held her breath while she waited for hisanswerWill looked at her
    calmly
    He understood Scarlett better than she realized"Is there something I
    can do for you? If I was planning to go to Jonesboro, that is
    "Oh, Will, you are a dear, sweet thingI'd so much rather stay with
    Mammy, yet still I really need to let Rhett know about herShe's
    asking for him, and he's always been so fond of her, he'd never forgive
    himself if he let her down She fiddled with the horse's mane"He's
    in Charleston on family business; his mother can barely draw breath
    without asking Rhett's advice
    Scarlett looked up, saw Will's expressionless face, then looked away
    She began to braid pieces of the mane, staring at her work as if it
    were of vital importance"So if you'll just send a telegram, I'll
    give you the addressAnd you'd better make it from you, Will
    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    5:31 am
    @@@@@Stay where you are!” Bourne pulled his
    @@@@@Stay where you are!”
    Bourne pulled his lighter out of his right pocket and ignited the flareScrambling, he raced across
    the balcony doors hurling the hissing, blinding missile out into the darknessTwo snaps followed,
    the bullets ricocheting off the tiled ceiling and shattering the mirror of a dressing table“He’s got a
    MAC-ten with a silencer,” said Medusa’s Delta, rolling into the wall, grabbing his inflamed neck as
    he did so“I have to get out of here!”
    “David, you’re hurt!”
    “That’s nice Jason Bourne got to his feet and raced to the door; slamming it back, he rushed
    into the villa’s living room, only to face a frowning Canadian physician
    “I heard some noise in there,” said the doctor“Is everything all right?”
    “I have to leave
    “Now, see here! There’s blood on your bandage, the sutures—”
    “Get your ass on the floor!”
    “You’re not twenty-one, MrWebb—”
    “Get out of my life!” shouted Bourne, running to the entrance, letting himself outside, and
    rushing up the lighted path toward the main complex, suddenly aware of the deafening steel band,
    its sound amplified throughout the grounds by a score of speakers nailed to the trees
    The undulating cacophony was overwhelming, and that was not to his disadvantage, thought
    JasonAngus McLeod had been true to his wordThe huge glass-enclosed circular dining room
    held the few remaining guests and the fewer staff, and that meant the Chameleon had to change
    colorsHe knew the mind of the Jackal as well as he knew his own, and that meant that the assassin
    would do exactly what he himself would do under the circumstancesThe hungry, salivating wolf
    went into the cave of its confused, rabid quarry and pulled out the prized piece of meatSo would
    he, shedding the skin of the mythical chameleon, revealing a much larger beast of prey—say, a
    Bengal tiger—which could rip a jackal apart in his jawsWhy were the images important? Why?
    He knew why, and it filled him with a feeling of emptiness, a longing for something that had
    passed—he was no longer Delta, the feared guerrilla of Medusa; nor was he the Jason Bourne of
    Paris and the Far EastThe older, much older, David Webb kept intruding, invading, trying to find
    reason within insanity and violence
    No! Get away from me! You are nothing and I am everything! Go away, David, for Christ’s
    sake, go away
    Bourne spun off the path and ran across the harsh, sharp tropical grass toward the side entrance
    of the innInstantly, breathlessly, he cut his pace to a walk at the sight of a figure coming through
    the door; then upon recognizing the man, he resumed runningIt was one of the few members of
    Tranquility’s staff he remembered and one of the few he wished he could forgetThe insufferable
    snob of an assistant manager named Pritchard, a loquacious bore, albeit hardworking, who never let
    anyone forget his family’s importance in Montserrat—especially an uncle who was deputy director
    of immigration, a not so incidental plus for Tranquility Inn, David Webb suspected
    “Pritchard!” shouted Bourne, approaching the
    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    5:31 am
    @@@@@ "Jumping jeepers," Ilse said - that was one
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    "Jumping jeepers," Ilse said - that was one she
    must have gotten from her Baptist boyfriend"This
    place belongs in Beverly Hills
    The wall ran along the east side of the narrow,
    buckled road for at least eighty yardsThere
    weren't any NO TRESPASSING signs; given that wall,
    the owner's stance on door-to-door salesmen and
    proselytizing Mormons seemed perfectly clearIn
    the center was a two-piece iron gate, standing
    ajarAnd sitting just inside its open halves -
    "There she is," I murmured"The lady from down
    the beachHoly shit, it's The Bride of the
    Godfather
    "Daddy!" Ilse said, laughing and shocked at the
    same time
    The woman was seriously old, mid-eighties at least
    She was in her wheelchairAn enormous pair of
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    chrome footrestsAlthough the temperature was in
    the mid-seventies, she wore a gray two-piece
    sweatsuitIn one gnarled hand a cigarette
    smolderedClapped on her head was the straw hat
    I'd seen on my walks, but on my walks I hadn't
    realized how enormous it was - not just a hat but
    a battered sombreroHer resemblance to Marlon
    Brando at the end of The Godfather - when he's
    playing with his grandson in the garden - was
    unmistakableThere was something in her lap that
    did not quite look like a pistol
    Ilse and I both wavedFor a moment she did
    nothingThen she raised one hand, palm out, in an
    Indian How gesture, and broke into a sunny and
    nearly toothless grinWhat seemed like a thousand
    wrinkles creased her face, turning her into a
    benign witchI never even glimpsed the house
    behind her; I was still trying to cope with her
    sudden appearance, her cool blue sneakers, her
    delta of wrinkles, and her -
    "Daddy, was that a gun?" Ilse was looking into the
    rear-view mirror, wide-eyed"Did that old lady
    have a gun?"
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    The car was drifting, and I saw a real possibility
    of clipping the hacienda's far cornerI touched
    the wheel and made a course correctionMind your driving, honey
    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
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    But if I told them I had no desire for conversation, Aaron would shoot herIt would be like I'd
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    Melanie twisted uneasily, trying to escape the torment in my head
    Wanda? They're just going to shoot her
    Should this comfort me? I couldn't old omega avoid the imagined tableauAaron, the Seeker's gun in his
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    Melanie's thoughts became a little franticut we want her to hermes bag dieRight? She killed Wes!
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    She was right about everything, of courseIt was true that there was no way the Seeker could
    stay aliveImprisoned, she would work doggedly to escapeFreed, she would quickly be the
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    its wakeI understood the claim of human justice that demanded her life in return
    It was also true that I wanted her to die
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    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
    5:32 am
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    And here was WilsonProperly, it would take six men to carry him back to the beachCroft felt like swearing
    "All right, let's drag him through the grass until we get to the ledge and then we can carry him He grasped Wilson by the shirt, and began tugging him along the ground, Red and Gallagher helpingThey reached the ledge in less than a minute, and passed Wilson over itOn the other side of the shelf they set him down, and Croft began to fashion an emergency stretcherHe removed his shirt, buttoned it, and slipped his rifle through one sleeve, and Wilson's rifle through the otherThe barrels protruded at the waist, and the stocks projected through the cuffs of the sleevesWith his belt he bound Wilson's wrists together, and wrapped him in a blanket from his discarded pack
    When the stretcher was completed it was about three feet long, the length of the shirtThey put it under Wilson's back, slid his bound arms over Ridges's neck, and Ridges then grasped the rifle stocks at the rearRed and Goldstein each supported one of the muzzles at Wilson's thigh, and Gallagher stood at the front, holding Wilson's ankles
    "Let's get out of here," Gallagher muttered"The damn place is spooky
    They listened uneasily to the silence, staring at the rock precipices
    They looked at Wilson, watched the slow pulse of his bleedingHis face had become blanched, almost whiteThey could not believe it was WilsonIt was just an unconscious wounded man
    Red had a vague sadness for a momentHe liked Wilson, and Wilson had been full of hell, but he couldn't feel very muchHe was too tired, and he wanted to get out of this pl
    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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    concertInaScarlett started to protestShe couldn't sing, not
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    414
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    xi
    580
    The sight of Dario in a suit and a tie, with his
    lush hair tamed and combed straight back from his
    forehead, scared me even more than the murmuring
    audience that filled Geldbart Auditorium, where
    the lights had just been turned down to half
    except for the spotlight shining down on the
    lectern standing at center stage, that wasThe
    fact that Dario himself was nervous - going to the
    podium he had nearly dropped his note-cards -
    scared me even worse
    "Good evening, my name is Dario Nannuzzi," he cartier watch santos said
    "I am cocurator, and chief buyer at the Scoto
    Gallery on Palm AvenueMore importantly, I have
    been a part of the Sarasota art community for
    thirty years, and I hope you will excuse my brief
    descent into what some might call Bobbittry when I
    say there is no finer art community in America
    This brought enthusiastic applause from an
    audience which - as Wireman said later - might
    know the difference between Monet and Manet, but
    apparently didn't have a clue that there was a
    difference between George Babbitt and John Bobbitt
    Standing in the wings, hermes bag suffering through that
    581
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    as their introducers wind their slow and
    peristaltic courses, I hardly noticed
    Dario shifted his top file-card to the bottom,
    once again nearly dropped the whole stack,
    recovered, and looked out at his audience again
    "I hardly know where to begin, but to my relief I
    need say very little, for true talent seems to
    blaze up from nowhere, and serves as its own
    introduction
    That said, he proceeded to introduce me for the
    next ten minutes as I stood in the wings with lady dior my
    one lousy page of notes clutched in my remaining
    handNames went past like floats in a paradeA
    few, like Edward Hopper and Salvador Dalí, I knew
    Others, like Yves Tanguy and Kay Sage, I didn't
    Each unknown name made me feel more of an impostor
    The fear I felt was no longer mental; it clamped a
    deep and stinking hold in my bowelsI felt like I
    needed to pass gas, but I was afraid I might load
    my pants insteadAnd that wasn't the worstEvery
    word I had prepared had gone out of my mind except
    for the very first line, which was omega moon watch hideously
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    While Dario droned on - Joan Miró this, Breton's
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    stood with his pathetic page of notes
    clutched in his cold fistMy tongue was a dead
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
    5:34 am
    @@@@@He would be at home in September, and where
    @@@@@He would be at home in September, and
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    Though Edmund was much more displeased with his aunt than
    with his mother, as evincing least regard for her niece, he could not
    help paying more attention to what she said; and at length determined
    on a method of proceeding which would obviate the risk of
    his father’s thinking he had done too much, and at the same time
    procure for Fanny the immediate means of exercise, which he could
    not bear she should be withoutHe had three horses of his own, but
    not one that would carry a womanTwo of them were hunters; the
    third, a useful road-horse: this third he resolved to exchange for one
    that his cousin might ride; he knew where such a one was to be met
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    with; and having once made up his mind, the whole business was
    soon completedThe new mare proved a treasure; with a very little
    trouble she became exactly calculated for the purpose, and Fanny
    was then put in almost full possession of herShe had not supposed
    before that anything could ever suit her like the old grey pony; but
    her delight in Edmund’s mare was far beyond any former pleasure
    of the sort; and the addition it was ever receiving in the consideration
    of that kindness from which her pleasure sprung, was beyond
    all her words to expressShe regarded her cousin as an example of
    everything good and great, as possessing worth which no one but
    herself could ever appreciate, and as entitled to such gratitude from
    her as no feelings could be strong enough to payHer sentiments
    towards him were compounded of all that was respectful, grateful,
    confiding, and tender
    As the horse continued in name, as well as fact, the property of
    Edmund, MrsNorris could tolerate its being for Fanny’s use; and
    had Lady Bertram ever thought about her own objection again, he
    might have been excused in her eyes for not waiting till Sir Thomas’s
    return in September, for when September came Sir Thomas was
    still abroad, and without any near prospect of finishing his business
    Unfavourable circumstances had suddenly arisen at a moment
    when he was beginning to turn all his thoughts towards England;
    and the very great uncertainty in which everything was then involved
    determined him on sending home his son, and waiting the
    final arrangement by himself Tom arrived safely, bringing an excellent
    account of his father’s health; but to very little purpose, as far as
    MrsSir Thomas’s sending away his son
    seemed to her so like a parent’s care, under the influence of a foreboding
    of evil to himself, that she could not help feeling dreadful
    presentiments; and as the long evenings of autumn came on, was so
    terribly haunted by these ideas, in the sad solitariness of her cottage,
    as to be obliged to take daily refuge in the dining-room of the Park
    The return of winter engagements, however, was not without its effect;
    and in the course of their progress, her mind became so pleasantly
    occupied in superintending the fortunes of her eldest niece, as
    tolerably to quiet her nerves“If poor Sir Thomas were fated never to
    return, it would be peculiarly consoling to see their dear Maria well
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    married,” she very often thought; always when they were in the company
    of men of fortune, and particularly on the introduction of a
    young man who had recently succeeded to one of the largest estates
    and finest places in the countryRushworth was from the first struck with the beauty of Miss
    Bertram, and, being inclined to marry, soon fancied himself in love
    He was a heavy young man, with not more than common sense;
    but as there was nothing disagreeable in his figure or address, the
    young lady was well pleased with her conquestBeing now in her
    twenty-first year, Maria Bertram was beginning to think matrimony
    a duty; and as a marriage with MrRushworth would give her the
    enjoyment of a larger income than her father’s, as well as ensure her
    the house in town, which was now a prime object, it became, by the
    same rule of moral obligation, her evident duty to marry Mr
    Rushworth if she couldNorris was most zealous in promoting
    the match, by every suggestion and contrivance likely to enhance
    its desirableness to either party; and, among other means, by
    seeking an intimacy with the gentleman’s mother, who at present
    lived with him, and to whom she even forced Lady Bertram to go
    through ten miles of indifferent road to pay a morning visitIt was
    not long before a good understanding took place between this lady
    and herselfRushworth acknowledged herself very desirous
    that her son should marry, and declared that of all the young ladies
    she had ever seen, Miss Bertram seemed, by her amiable qualities
    and accomplishments, the best adapted to make him happy
    Norris accepted the compliment, and admired the nice discernment
    of character which could so well distinguish meritMaria was indeed
    the pride and delight of them all—perfectly faultless—an angel;
    and, of course, so surrounded by admirers, must be difficult in
    her choice: but yet, as far as MrsNorris could allow herself to decide
    on so short an acquaintance, MrRushworth appeared precisely
    the young man to deserve and attach he
    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
    5:31 am
    @@@@@The only noise was the occasional jarring of
    @@@@@The only noise was the occasional jarring of the earth, the scattering of dust, when a tank moved byHe could not use them at the breach, for there were no roads, so he was sending them to cover up the weakened positions on his left flank
    Abruptly Dalleson remembered he had given the attack battalion no antitank support and he groaned aloud this timeIt was too late to get them up in time for the attack on the supply depot but perhaps he could send them in time for a Jap counterattack if it were to developHe alerted the antitank platoon of 2nd Battalion, sent them after the first unitsHow many other things would come to mind?
    And of course he waited, swearing to himself as he grew more nervousHe was at the point where he was convinced everything would go wrong, and like a small boy who has kicked over a bucket of paint he hoped feebly that he would get out of it somehowWhat bothered him most at the moment was the thought of how long it would take to get all these men back and reasserted after the attack failedIt would be at least another full day -- two days lost on the roadThat was what bothered Dalleson mostWith surprise he realized he had mounted a complete attack
    Ten minutes before the hour was up, the radio silence was-brokenThe attack battalion was two hundred yards from the supply depot, still unnoticedThe artillery began to fire and continued for a half hourAt the end of that time the battalion moved forward and captured the supply depot in twenty minutes
    Dalleson picked up the story by degreesIt was discovered much later that two thirds of the Japs' supplies were captured that afternoon, but he hardly thought about that the first eveningThe important news was that General Toyaku and half of his staff were killed in the same advanceHis secret headquarters had been only a few hundred yards past the supply depot, and the battalion had overrun it
    It was too much news for Dalleson to assimilateHe ordered the battalion to bivouac for the night, and in the interim moved up every man he could findHeadquarters and service companies were stripped of everyone but the cooksBy the next morning he had fifteen hundred men behind the Japanese lines and the flanks were rolled up by afternoon
    Cummings returned the same day from ArmyAfter much pleading, after giving his considered opinion that he could not end the campaign quickly without invading Botoi Bay, he was granted a destroy
    Monday, December 6th, 2010
    5:41 am
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    handsShe spit something she was holding in her mouth onto the
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    Saturday, December 4th, 2010
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    She was still musing over this discovery while I turned on my computer and began to look for
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    Where are we going?The thought held a flicker of panicI felt her awareness begin to rifle
    through my head, her touch like the soft brush of feathers, searching for anything I might be
    keeping from her
    I decided to save her the search
    The panic was more than a flicker nowhy?
    I'm going to see the Healer want to talk to him before I make my decision
    There was a brief silence before she spoke again
    The decision to kill me?
    Yes, that one
    CHAPTER 8
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    You'reafraid to fly?” The Seeker's voice was full of disbelief edging toward mockery“You've
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    The Seeker rolled her eyes in disgust“So take medication! What would you have done if
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    “NoBut since the option of driving is now reasonable, I will take itIt will be nice to see a bit
    more of this worldThe desert can be stunning –”
    “The desert is dead boring
    “–and I'm not in any hurryI have many things to think through, and I will appreciate some
    timealone” I looked pointedly at her as I emphasized the last word
    “I don't understand the point of visiting your old Healer anyw
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